FarnaZUHRI

i miss you

2010-06-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

It has been 3 days and ive alreday started to miss you so badly..

i just wonder if ue missing me too.. ahaha. but i dontknow. you yourself knows it right?

haiyooo... 27 more days? its a SUPER DOOPPER long time lehhh...! but nevermind, ill wait for you okay? :)

ill be loyal to you.. i promise,dear.. ill be good while ure gone but you make sure you do it too okay?

hmmm... how i wish i could hug you right now.. but i know thats impossible..

But whatever it is dear, i will always love you.

will be waitting for your return this 4th july. :)

missing you.. :)

2010-05-30T13:51:00.000+08:00

haiyoo.. life had not been what i expected it to be.. yea,although it had becoming much better but still...
its killing me inside,.. well,not basically kill me inside but you know what i mean right? i just cant
pretend that i dont give a damn but actually i do right? haha. But if its for the better, ima control my feelings..If you are happy, then i am too.. :) ANiways, GOODLUCK for my peeps who are taking o LEVEL tomorrow yeah?! do your best!! JIAYOU!

life is something that we should be thankful off. dont just take things for granted..

2010-05-26T08:52:00.005+08:00

Heyyo! Wazzzupp...! Lols. Super duper irritating sio.. Aniway! Gonna which HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAFIZ A.K.A SEKEPING! Hahaha! Kae,enough about thatt... Aniways.! Tmr is the last day ofp school! Woohoo! How cool is that,huh? Nt cool! We have to attend school for 2 mre weeks! Pfft! But nvm laa,its also for our own benefit jyeah? :p HAPPY HOLIDAYS,FOLKS!

You knOw what,maybe I just have to let my feelings go.. Bt il nvr fgt the love that I hv for u,my love...

2010-05-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

i really dont know what i should do now. i dont know if i want to keep on hopping that someday in the future i and you will met again and our LOVE story will repeat again.. You know,forgetting someone you love is not easy. forgetting the love i have for you is much more harder. I just want to wish you all the best in everything you do.

For you, my love.. ill always pray for the best for you.

2010-05-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKLONG!! =D waaahh, dah besa seyy dierr..! haaha. 18 already lehh..
may you lead a happy LIFE! hehs! aniway, prelim 1 had just officially ended TODAY! yipeee.!!
aahhh.. relaxing my mind by watching tv!! aniway, I MISS MY FRIENDS! padahal, we just met today at school.. lols! kae,dada! lots of <3, farhanah.

"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."

2010-05-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

Phase 2 exam!

2010-05-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

heyyo..! shawn kingston yaww! haha. kae, that was major lame! pfftz! aniwaes, im left with 3 more papers!
shucks! its killing my brain yaww.! -.- tomorow is CHEM! and now, im currently at RP with the rest..! (mustikaa! nadilaa! lydeeahh! jen! jerenee.!)
cant seemed to get my hand n mind to revise! OMG! i need to chiong already lohh... haiyaa..!
thursday and friday i have maths o level prelim! burgh! kae, gotta go now! CHAO CIN CHAO!
wish me luck peeps! taccaireee..!

lots of love! <3

2010-04-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

You said 191008 is gone? okae thenn... Well if you say so, then its OFFICIALLY GONE.
NO more CHC peeps.. NO more.. Well sad, ofcuz lahh siaa..! who not sad siaa... But what to do?
He said its gone. I can do much. But to follow..

ANW! todays match againts AMK was FREAKING SADD!! we lost by 1 point! haish! But nvm!!
we played good..! its a tough fight! keep on working darlings! LOVE YOU GIRLSS!! MWAAHHH!

2010-04-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

i wish..

2010-04-10T18:47:00.002+08:00

I wish i can still utter the words i love you to you..
I wish i could still hear you saying the words i love you to me..
I wish i can still show you how deep issit my love to you..
I wish i can still hold your hands eventhough i know now it is not possible.
I wish i can still pinch and box you on the chest till you complain to me that it hurts.
I wish i can say that I MISS YOU to you right now.
How i wish i can still tell you that I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my heart.

THERES AINT NO GAME im playing..!

2010-04-06T13:31:00.003+08:00

it has all been the truth all along.. starting from my feelings for you.. I never lied about me loving you so much.
It has never been a lie. I thought you knew that....

prayers had been answered..

2010-04-06T11:15:00.002+08:00

One thing for sure, my prayers had been answered. And i dont know weather should i be happy or sad about it.. Issit really the things that i really want to do? Or issit my ego that are forcing me to do something that my heart are unwilling to do? I wonder...

ego me.

2010-04-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday, ive done some introspection with myself..I reflected on something that i never reflected on..
I was EGO and SELFISH. I was being selfish because i only think about myself and not him. I could enjoy my day with my girlfriends but he could not. Not because he cant, he can... But he cancel his outing with his friends because of ME! because he dontwant to hurt my feelings due to him going out with his cathay friends where thers girls and boys.. How selfish can i be,u tell me! very selfish indeed!
LOOK, its not that i dont trust him.. i do. i swear to god.. its just that, thers this girl from his workplace.. post at his fb that she misses him aloott! my heart was burning mann... damn that girl! For sure at the outing ther would be that girl,right? thats why i was like.. "ohk,okae.." haish...
REally guys, im being very selfish towards him. im an asshole for even doing that to him.. I seriously cant appreciate the things he did for me.. all those fetching me and sending me home.. All those crunchies he gave me. all those sacrifises he did for me to not let me get hurt.. ohmygod!

ihatemyself for not appreciating all the things he had done for me.. you guys dont know how much ilovehim.
its like ive already plan to get married with him already.. haish.

But now everythings is too late.. ive hurt him . i know how much i would like things to change back,it wont.
i am selfish. he let me enjoy myself with my friends but he sacrifises his own enjoyment time for me.. !
Danish, im truly very very sorry for not apreciatting all the little things uve done for me till the big things...
il always love you. wether u believe it or not.

2010-01-26T19:05:00.002+08:00

IM IN THE TEAM...!! wooots!! tomorrow is the stat of OUR northzone..! hell yeah baby!!
will be vs NORTHLAND and we will have to win them!! AMIN...! damn laa. my jersey colour different from the rest..! due to the smallest size that i wore! hoho!! but nevermind... im still happy with it..! haha! oh and yahhh! for the moment im NOT into any relationship o whatsoever.. my main priority is not that and NATASHAA and NADILAA have the same mind set as mine... why do you want to be in a relationship when you yourself know that its not worth having into one..? When the time comes, i believe god would have sent me the guy which is fated for me...

and danish... im not moving on yett as what you know. i really hope you are happy with your life now... taccaire k?

when u know that theres no more options left

2010-01-10T16:50:00.003+08:00

Heylooo dearest! what?yeah..it has been a long time since i last posted on my blog. Things have been way out of hand since i made up that decision of mine... I started thinking, am i doing the right thing? issit fair for him to receive this? Are there anymore options left for me to do? Am i going to loose him after this as my first love? well,he told me taht its not fair for him when i do this to him.. i had no idea if i were to agreed with itt or not. LOOK, if the one reading my blog now is an outsider and u dont know what the hell is going on.. suggest u just kept queit okae? thanx.. I have to do what i did.. like i said, im left NO CHOICE! do you know what does it felt like to be in this situation of mine? Of course you had no idea coz u are not me. If what u want to asked me now is that do i know what does it felt like to be in your situation.. YES! i do noe wat ssit felt like..

I knw you are absolutely had no idea why the hell im doing this,right? I can tell you why but i wont. imsorry.. I wont because i dont want you to get hurt after knowing what exactly is going on.. i dontwant you to get hurt! do u understand that?its not about other GUYS for sure..coz damn it man im not looking for another guy at this age.. im not looking for another love either..! Get that clear okae?

maybe oneday ull knowwh im doing this.. TAccaire.
imhoping the best for you.. goodluck fot ure ite.

TAKKAN TERPISAH - eren..

2010-01-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

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jiwa dan ragaku mati pun ku mau

2009-12-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

You dont understand do you why im doing this? Im not embarassed or whatsoever kae? i truly am not. ima ask you this question, would you even care to wait for me even though u know that this relationship is not going anywhere? nope right? i thought so too,danish. would you even want to wait and keep on loving me even though you know that theres no more hope between us? i thought so too,danish. My feelings for you would not even change a thing.. even if i still love you, does that mean we can be together again? insyaalah yes if ada jodoh takkan ke mana . But. look,i do not want to force you to be by my side nor am i forcing you to be not by my side..

I do not want to say much about this.. You say what you want to say,im not going to comment on anything about it. This is not easy but i really have to do it.. But just so you know, thers two reasons why im doing this..
One, i just want to see you happy with your new life. The another reason, i cant tell you why.

SO BORED!!

2009-12-23T18:28:00.003+08:00

one word to described my trip at kampung,SUCKS! yeap, thats the word people! haish..
i still have 5 more days till im coming back to home sweet home! yay!! =) friday me and family will be berangkat-ing to KL! gonna stay at auntie anida house! long time since we last saw her and family! then will be going to sunway lagoon.. shop! shop! then VROOm! haiyaa...
how i wish im like back home now! things have not be good and you now what...
will be missing hell lots of people! hoho! aniwae, dear already promised to wish me a good and night texts EVERDAY! weeee!! missing him lots alr sia! hehe.. MWAH!

im gonna miss you!

2009-12-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

heylooo dearest! i want to confessed something to you guys! guess what?!
im going back to KAMPONG tomoroww!! after so many years,i know!! oh my god... and ill be like what? going for 9 days! can u believe it?! ME TOO!! haiyaa...
awww... dont miss me. im gonna miss eu too! u can always sms me you know. i can received ure texts. kae? :)
im like hoping that someone can text me every morning and wish me good morning. and text me at night wishing me good night. No, seriously.. im like soo gonna miss everyonee!! namely, NATASHAA! HEEDAYAH! NADILAA! LYDEAAH! EIKAA! ATIKAAH! JEN! JERENE!! and ______. :)

I LOVE YOU!!

I MISS HER SO MUCH!

2009-12-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

AWAKK!! KITER RINDU KAKAK KITER! HUHU! :( sad sad ahs.. kiter cry!

My dearly sister,"Umi nurliyana" is currently at vietnam with her sports CCA people at her school.. She has been gone since Tuesday! and its like only 2 days she has been gone and ive started to miss her so badly. Like come on, i never had misses someone so badly until i cried for like what? almost 45 mins. can u believed it? im like lying on my bed.. looking to the right and NOBODY was there cause u see,i would usually tend to sleep with her and i would NEVER dare to sleep alone! and i would not sleep until she sleep.. how manja am i right? haha and it will keep on happening every single night. But then yesterday,i seriously felt the lost of her presence in me. i dont know why i missed her so badly. Maybe because i have lived with her for the 15 years of my life. and i got to admit this,she has been a really really great sister to me. She had always taken good care of me. ARIP AHMAD you are so lucky to have her as you gurl. or those PIG that had already hurt my sister, u go to hell kae! and i meant it!

so for those who are reading my blog now,you know who you are.. you will only feel the lost of someone you love wen that someone are not there by you side anymore. please,do not realised it later when the person have leave you but instead realised it now. Do Not wait. Tell them that you Love them so much eventhough you are the person are always quarelling and fighting. But trust me,deep inside your heart.. although you are not showing to the person..
you love that person.. i Can tell you guys honestly, i NEVER said that i love my sister to her before.
But then,yesterday i felt it.. i felt that my life would never be complete without her..

and kaklong,angah really do LOVE you so much and im gonna pray for your safety to come back here to Singapore tomorrow. AMIN!

2009-12-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

Tu budak memang sengaje ah aku rase!
i dont care kae? i really dont kae? ohh.. and btw, im not refering to you, danish.

im happy for you

2009-12-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

heyy sayangs.. i just want to give you all one advice, do not be hypocrite to your ownself..
What do i mean by that is that, you act and tell people that you are okay.. you are acting infront of their faces that you are enjoying your life and that theres no burden in your life. But inside your heart. You are moaning in pain. yOu show to people that after all that had happened you are a STRONG person. But unfotunately, you are WEAK! you are just playing faces infront of them..
some people will know what i mean.. cause they are doing the exact same thing as me..
One thing i learn from someone,do not let your problems overcome you. Be yourself.
and that person also said to me that ive changed. and he prefer the old me. he wants to see the old me. I am going to show him the old me.. im doing it for him and expecially myself. cause god damn it, i had no idea i have become so emotionally now. someone that get angry easily.

so i am going to changed myself back. and im hoping not to see anymore,"knape ngan u skarang?!" okae?

but all this takes time kae? it really need time.

and eika sayang,you gotta fight that feeling kae sayang? dont change ureself jugak kae syg?
be the eikaa that we gurls know. Cuz i missed it.

although im not showing, i do miss you too dear.

memories dear.

2009-12-01T21:21:00.005+08:00

Today i read about something at somewhere by someone and to be honest,what he said really do touched my heart.. Well, you guys dunt have to say anything because im just saying what i felt. okae dearest? And i just want to reply some of your statement that you said.. When you said bout you getting jealous because you love me and because you do not want to loose me.. Well, being jealous is a ONE WAY to show to the person whom you love know that you love her. But instead of you being scared to loose me and you became too jealous and sometimes at a wrong time..
instead of you not wanting to loose me,you just did my dear. Wait,let me say something first.. im not bad mouthing you or what you think it is.. kae?

But nevermind, what has been done cant be undone.Like what a malay quote says,"Nasi dah menjadi bubur" it simply means,when you cook a rice,and you accidentally put more water,the rice would then turn into porridge wouldnt it?
and how can a porridge turn back into a rice back?

Haish, i would never say that i did not enjoy being with you for that year plus with you. I did. I really do.Those times when i would always punch you.smack you.twist your nipples.even kick you. haha. i really do enjoyed doing that to you btw! haha. Nevertheless,That would now all be memories.. All memories you see. haish.
And danish,to me you are my first love but i had no idea what will god plan for my life. Are we going to be fated together in the future? i hope so. But like i said i have no powers to decide on that.

psst : i can cry for all i want. I can laugh till i drop. But can i act like i dont care?

SHOULD'VE SAID NO

2009-11-25T20:20:00.002+08:00

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it? Was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

2009-11-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

heylloo peolpe of all races! be itt a malay,chinese,indian or even eurasian! =) today you guys have come and witnessed ME and only ME blogging!! hahahahahah!!!!!!!!

KAE! where do u tink i should start? ahaa! i noe, let me start from the 18th NOV 09 kae?
NEtball traning was per normal.. gotta run 15 run around the court .. do our ball work..
court game and stuff, AFTER NETBALL!
went too dee's house to ask for permission of nadilaa mama if dee could come and join us in sleeping over natt hse so that we could watched the METEORS SHOWER together.. but to no avail! after that.. went ahead to natt hse.. washed up and went to uncle house to take my baju baju and stuff! then met up DEE,NATT and HEED at btns.. after which, we went to BANQUET and eat! heedayah had been cmpalning that she was hungry that day! haha! so i had chicken cutley noodle for myself.. while natt and heed had chicken rice. dee only had a drink for herself! and while heedayah is eating he rice..
she was lyke, "eh! eh! eh! rif oi! rif!" i eventually did not believe lahs.. who want believe if that person always cheat ryte? then after three times she swore, i finally turned! and she wad telling the TRUTH!
HAHAAH! kesian heed! then saw mdm su and family too..

lepas tu headed to uy present for the gift and exchanged activity. bought BEN 10 yoyo! haha
we then split up with dee and went to natt's house. waited fo lydia to come n all..
then had a GREAT NYTE i tell you! hahah! share ghost stories and guess who afraid the most? who? who? NATASHA! hahaha! at 1+ went to 7 eleven! hungry siaa!

headed to sleep! but before that i get to see the METEOR SHOWER! TWICE! hhaha!
make a wish! SHHH! THEN i tertido dah..

ILL TELL YOU WHAT HAPENED THE DAY AFTER AT MY NEXT POST! LAZY WANT TYPE AHS! TIED YOU KNOE! HAHA!

TO BE CONTINUED.....

2009-11-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

YO PEOPLE!! IM BACK! it has been a long long time issnt?
haha! ahhaa! euu guys did miss me,ayte?! I KNEW IT ITT! hahas! well. it has been a crazy ride tis past few daes.. wouldnt want to know what exactly hapens k? but to sumarised eveything, it has been a crazy ride. haish.. nvm lahs, maybe its a sign that god sent to show to me whats infont of you may not be what you think it might be. ill just redha that to him. honestly, i dont now what i wanna post or even share with eu guys. im just a different person now if eu could compare that when eu first know me..

its too late for any apologies..

2009-08-29T21:10:00.001+08:00

NOT GOING TO POST MUCH PEOPLE...!!

2009-08-29T20:49:00.002+08:00

yo yo! wiki wiki.. check itt out yo!! *doing a beat boxing!(cam paham.) which means lyke real! hahahs!
kae,dae statrted off with mama saeing,"FARHANAH....! BANGON FARNA! DAH PUKUL BRAPER NIE! KAU JGN BUAT AKU ILANG SABAR...!" hahas. then wake up and immediately text DANISHsyg! muah..
then bla3... do my hmw and wash the toilet! -.-"
after which watch BOHSIA! very pityful story at the end though... especially a chaacter in the movie, AMY..
haish.. i could imagine how she felt sia..!! go to hel seyy the father! hoew coould euu call ureself a fathe if euu raped ur own daughter!! no brain issit euu!? URGH! then some more.. come on laa.. u are already he ex and euu forced her physically to sllep with ure client?! WTH! no brain oso issit eu?! GRRR! but in the end... aiyaa... soo AHHHH! hahas.. kae2,fgt bout that... then, vuala! buka!! the food!! mmmm... mm.. mmm..!! delisiasoo!!
curently texting sayang and doing my blog oni.! =)

WISHING ALL THE BEST FOR URE N'LEVEL SAYANG!! =))
LOVEYAA!

*psst.. im awaes there if eu need me...

2009-08-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

hello peeps! =) hhas. tdae i wont sae much cuz eu noe i noe kae? SHH!
im just currently being my old self back.. so yeah! the old HAPPY-GO-LUCKY that you guys always say bout me! hoho! wont wanna stress up my self anymore with whatever the reasons are.. haha.. i got to listen to the doctor advice you know! wont wanna cause any more harm to my heart anymore! =D
sometimes i wonder, what do i really wan in my life... have eu ever wondered? why eu want this and that in ure life? well, i do! sometimes though. why do you want to buy all that jewelleries that eu saw at the shops? eventhough eu have a dozen of it at home? funny isnt it? then what actually do you want in life.... i mean, i know eu want soo many things in life. but issit A MUST for you to have itt? i mean, you wont die even if you dont get what you wanted right? so why do have to get itt when you dont actually need it? haha! =) rymes siaa!

Anw, i already vowed to myself these things that i HAVE and NEED to do to my my love ones happy.. ive shattered and left a scar at their heart and i dont want it to happen anymoe.. i dont want any heartbroken happens in the futue.. to many sins that i had done already.. too many..

1st : i would listen to my mum and do not fight back her words.. AND! no more making her sad!
it would be soo SINFUL of me to make her cry bcuz of my doings.. and to be a GOOD daughter.

2nd : What im gonna to type next,really do cums from my heart.. Im going to taccaire of my boyfie feelings..
no more making him heart aching bcuz of me.. no more making him having the FEELING...
"B,what i say do really comes from my heart.. this is what i want
to do. and im being myself also.."
And as promised! IM GG TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AWAES!

3rdly : making everyone around me HAPPY and SMILLING awaes!! =D

* every day that had past, my feelings for you had becoming more and more...

National Day Celebration!

2009-08-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

*comp sae.. : farna..! blog farna.. BLOG!!
*i sae to comp : Wait lahh! can dont kanchiong2 or not?? i coming!
and now, here i am blogging! tanx eyh computer! haha!

SO! where should i start? AHAH! ndp celeb at skool tdae! i told euu it was a blast yaww! i nearly lost my voice due to unaccountable noise pollution that i had made during the Community Singing just now!
hahas! in the morning, we had the uniforms group during their parades as usual on every NDP celeb..
it was quite cool i tel euu! the one gving command was lyke.. *EHEM! "bla bla bla.. HORMAT PANJI PANJI! SENJATAA!" then came all the band members playing the parade sound.. DUM DUM CHENG! DUM DUM CHENG! then then.. thers this guy, frm npcc holding the poll.. saeing, "1000.. 2000.. 3000.." yess sir! its very awesome yeah?! imagine the netball guls doing the parade. HAHA!
can eu imagine? I CANT! hahas!

then we were sent back to our respective classes... and proceed on with ou next activity.. fo the sec 3s, we were sposed to lyke this sum kinda structure made of a playdoh! and euu noe wat?! its soo soft!! what me and my frens could infer from that is.. "CHEAP!" then most of the art students went to help! including me! namely, diana, azfar, fatin, rifqah, cassandra, syaza, ashley & MS HO!
we make lyke this durian and sumting2. haha! and!! we sang in class!! soo loudly! i got the feeling that mine and rif's voice was the loudest! haha!!
then, submit our work and CONCERT TYME!

mr jack sang with a live and! he had a nice voice though.. =) the hall just went WILD! there were screamings everywher! hahas! i could sae that.. THE UPPER SECS are sooo much hype then the lower ones!! they some more close thei ears! hahas!
then eat at mac.. sayang didnt go. so sad sia!! huhu! =( den sit there, laughing ou ass out!
den headed to playground to play crocidile..! i awaes bcum seyy! not fair!poor jen! cuz i awaes catched her one... haha! had a great tyme! ohh yah! and dee was there all along! after week nt seeing her! MISS YOU! and heed! get well yeah?! hahas! and nat! bdak yg blom tunr 15! haha!
to sayang! i love youu! =)
now curently chatting with sayang! chalo! dada!!

psst!

2009-08-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

heyloo folks! yeahh.. long tymes since my fist post,yeah? people keep on asking me to update and bla3! soo.. here i am! hahas! =) kae.. so here's how my day goes.. ready or not?! here i come!
woke up earlier then the usual every weekend! GOOD NEWS! hahas. after that i do the usual routine which most people does every morning.. bathe,eat breakfast and you know what right? haha. then upon knowing that my phone was being confiscated by MAMA TERCINTA which means MAMA LOVE! errr.. around there lah hor! i sneak into my mum bag to take my phne and WA LAHH! sayang msged me! just in tyme! haahs! very sneaky i know! I get to text hym a little den CAT FIGHT broke out btwn me and kaklong! Lyke WTH! she actually scratched my smooth face and let me with a LUKA! all bcuz she's not happy with me as i still get to charged my phone and touch itt wen it was being confiscated.. BLA3! and she even threw my pencil case direcly to my stomach! OUCH,i know!! then, mama came in the pict and i think you know what happend yeah? haha! but she didint scold anyone thugh.. weird! sooo weird! hahas! oae, enuf about that lah hor, let bygones be bygones.. haha!

then.. my day went as usual.. only that i didnt went out with my family to GIANT! its like, this spirit suddenly talk to me.. "dont goo.. farna.. dont go... taccaire of ure nenek.." and i did listen to the spirit! hahas! can you believe itt? haha! sayang went to itt seoul gaden with family and didint ask me! hehe. joking only kok! hehe!
the rest of the day went on the computer... a very typical SATURDAY! now, i want to CHALOO CHALLO! hahas.. which means GOT TO GO! hahas! nice toking to you my computer!! hehe! =)

farnaSYGdia

SUNDAY dae..

2009-05-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

heyy.. urmm,let me think what the hell i did for today yeah?
HMM.. i wake up in d morning an hou before the aftenoon. so that will make itt at 11.00 am
HAHA! yeah, pobaly eu will be tinking what type of gurl i am hu woke up at tat tyme yeah?
but what do eu expect? i slept at 1.20 am seyy! but its okae,its worth itt afte all!
spending my night chatting with my SAYANG! hehe. told hym i was going to sleep and all after which he told me tat the goodnite wish will be send via SMS! =)
and ofcuz eu will noe wat hapen ryte? waited for SAYANG's text after which i doze off while smilling to myself!! hehe.

kae FARNA... enuf bout tat okae! back to d story which i began just now.. btw, where was i?
OHH! yeah, the part which i woke up at 11.00 yeah? how could i fget bout itt. haha!
kae, after which i went to have my breakfast(choc cake with cheese tat mama bake!)
den of course i had to help out with the house work chores cuz tats wat i usually did!! hardwoking ryte!! i noe! hahas. swept the garadge and hung the clothes where it was sposed to be hang. WAITT!! before tat, i text HYM! yeah.. toking bout wats our plan for the dae.
basically i and hym have our own plan with our family. He was supposingly going out to SENTOSA and catch a movie entitled MONSTER VS ALIEN. but unfotunately for hym..
told me tat went he went out from his long term shower,saw his family members lepaking at deir own beds! haha! so.. SENTOSA teett!
and for me!! this the best part that eu guys have been waiting for yeah?! EHEM! this was how it goes..

After helping out wit mama doing the housework,i had my BATH! wow, at last and tat wa lyke wat tyme? 2.00 pm! O OH! did i juz told eu tat i had not have my showe in d morning? oopzz! hehe,well.. eu see,as a fren to me.. i think eu shud keep tis as a secret. eu noe.. btwn me and eu.. FREN? hehe. cuz tats what friends are for ryte? haha!
kae,farna.. continue please!
ayte, back to the story!
i.. had STEAMBOAT for my lunch! in my own garadge! how cool is tat huh? VERYY!!!
i cook kae? so! dunot judge me coz eu nvr noe if i can be a geat cook one dae! MUAHAHA!!
felt vey. very.. FULL! and sudenlly i felt something's not rite bout my stomach!
i heard itt saeing,"farna.. to the toilet farna.." and so i did as what my stomach told me too!
felt relieved aftewards! FOOH!- i then clear up the mess n everitng..
watch TV with my family! and then i watch DVD! =) eventhough ders someone snoring behind my ears!(MY DAD!) He snort! hehe.
well.. basically the plan was to catch a midnite movie ON ME! =D but then...
mama was lazy to get out of the house which i dunnoe why.. and kaklong would be having her exam! so, as a GOOD SISTER! hehehe. i too have to tink bout her yeah?
so, movie treat on me was canceled! mayb nex tyme iin d future!

BLA.. BLA.. BLA.. the tyme passes by.. CROOK CROOK CROOK!
UNTIL! ah hah! i went online! yeahh bby! had a chat with my dearest DEE! and kak zanna! and AQIM! =) and ofcuz msging with HYM who have just finish watching his MOVIE!
hmm... is there anything else?
GUESS NOTT!!! *sampai disini sajalah warkahku buat kali ini.*

farna -

when eu come to d end of ur rope,
tie a knot,and hold on.